Three pains have I in this world today,
One will I stay,
Another I will go,
And at last the decision to be made.
It's given me nothing but agony,
An everlasting pain,
Which I endure,
Life's fucked with only reality.
Where do I go when I am gone,
An eternal emptiness,
Or sin's purgatory,
Death's skewed my mind what needs be done.
Who will I harm that's left behind,
Family, friend or lover,
Hurt burns deep within,
A grief which will them ever remind.
But I have no life in it's present state,
God must be scaring me from the act,
I think my decision has already be made,
To here I will never come back...